Also, I feel like things could work out in between us. it sucks because you’re always fighting with her, she’s always being a bitch to you. once I think you’ve just let go, you’re in another fight with her and it makes her want to stay for some reason.
yeah I know you do shitty things to me like every week, but the times where it’s real, makes me miss everything.
like last night in the car when it was me, your friend, and you. you were picking the music and you put on some Drake song that said
“I still got it for you, I still got it for you
And even though we let it go it’s better that you know”
yeah, it’s a drake song and it talks about getting “all this dick,” but that wasn’t the purpose of the song. I watched you and you spaced out and really listened to the song. I was doing the same thing while hoping you put on that song to give me some kind of message? I don’t know. maybe I was just hoping.
all I know is, I miss you so fucking much. it’s killing me and I hate it. hanging out with you so much, and then not going to be here this next week, FUCK. all I want to do is spend more time together.
can we just go to the lake one night, as friends, and just sit there and listen to music? please?
I need these